where are those joys and laughter we had ?

i just wanna say what i feel like saying , ya , i did drip my tears while reading the 2 post . that pathetic and x.binbin post . how long did we brothers and sisters hang out together ? its like more than 3 months to 4 months . where's the laughter we use to had ? where's the joy we use to had ? where's the saddness and sorrows we use to had too ? we meet almost everyday last time . till that day when everything start to change . last time , whoever is down , we will just cab down and just accompany him/her . but then now ? everyone's gonna drift . refresh back to the past . and think . how much memories we had ? is it so unforgettable ? who wont want those memories to be back ? i also will wish for all things to be back like the past . why is it only a quarrel , and this family get drifted till like now . . all those funny stuff that we did , we play , we disiao , we laughs , and joke . so many stuff , and how we know each other from the start . i still remember all of it . when ever i think about it . my tears will drip . i cry for brothers and sisters too . and then ? what does haruharu means to you all ? do the rest of you even know what each other is thinking ? remember last time , how we choing haruharu up ? how we fb with the rest ? all of us wil always online and play , then meet out to slack or walk . but now ? everyone did change . even if we were to give each other a chance , will things be like the past ? will things go back to the past too ? or its gonna start a new story ? i dont want them to leave , i just wish for . is haruharu to to get back together like the past . and no more quarrels or drifting . hais . i dont wanna post le . takecare all .

weiwei here to post .